CHUCK's Sister

Cool. hows the secksewal life going?

lol at first i thought you meant for a class and i was like "what?? lucky!"

oh yeah that looked stupid.

hows the school and social life going?

eh. what movie?

wow that sucks. i had that for awhile.

any life things going on?

so you're sick? or nothing particularly sick (as in awesome) is happening?

either way that sucks.

um not much. I'm playing around with my guitar.

yeah. well i have people in real life i need to interact with. and lots of homework. and guitar. and such.

i'll be back sooner or later. probably later.

but yeah its like your a cool person.....

so what's been up though?

yeah well its pretty hard.

and that's one of the main reasons i'm temporarily (for a few months) leaving ForgeHub.

i'll still see you on live. but not on here. which i'm going to miss because we had some good conversations and you're a pretty cool person...

it gave me good practice for talking to girls ;P

Is it really messy?
Because i dont have to tidy my room and its quite messy :P

Steal your brothers.

Try turning up the sound in the computer settings. Otherwise it's in the lower right hand corner.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WMOtz6Kmx1c&feature=user

It's epic sauce.

SSSHHH! She's sleeping!

I like looking at my "Frag Man is" thing, then looking at that.

Is my profile pic cool?

I is on again =]
You really should clean your room... Naughty Jessy the lion =]

idk. i have a bunch of honors class and am a year ahead in my math class and spanish class so i get more homework than i would want. i haven't really adjusted yet and since i have terrible organization skills.... it just all sucks...


and my hair was born beautiful...

yes it is beautiful....


and idk.. i hate my classes right now....

my name on skype is moosasarous

so: yea

well i'm online in skype

but that's the thing.

i'm irritated that I can't tell people how I feel.

So what do I do?

I get violent. And I hurt people.

And I tell them to die, or i'll punch them or i'll shove them.

and this is not normal for a 15 year old boy.

nvm about skype

i can't find my webcam or mic. D:

anyway:

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Sometimes it's just like, I don't want to point fingers but it's really my parents you know?

They're always pushing me to be better. Or push me to do this. Or push me to do that.

I never get time anymore to do things for me. Like, i'll wake up angry, chill out, get angry at lunch, chill out again, and fall asleep angry.

This is not a healthy way to live.

And it's so irritating, like sometimes, i'll be in class. And i'll space out, and think "what the **** are you doing?"

And sometimes, and I regret to say it, but i'm not sad to say: I'll read a story in the newspaper about a tragic accident, and wonder, "why am I not involved in a tragic accident that could potentially alter my life for the worst?"

And that's horrible. You know? Is this normal? By any means? Is this something to get like professional help for this?