Haunt, you don't need to convert to a religion to indulge in your perverted lusts. You can do that right now, at any time. Jesus died for your sins, but it is up to you to ask for forgiveness. If you don't want to be forgiven, then you don't want to be forgiven. But. That is your choice.
You're acting like an absolute fool. If you can't hold a discussion, just stop responding, don't muck up the thread with your childish posting.
What you just engaged in is called a theodicy; an attempt to explain inconsistencies with the concept of god or religion.
Life is all about getting over your ego. If you can't do that then there is no hope for you. You are part of the problem. I feel like the inconsistencies with the concept of god comes from our ego's and is why there is always these types of discussions. I believe in on saying and one only, As Above So Below. Everything is either fatal or determined. Those are the only things I feel certain about. Also, two countries to go then **** gets real.
Your concerns have been adressed already, you are choosing to ignore all the meterial both i and others have presented. You cannot justify your words if you continue be willingly ignorant of the argumants.